Will I be killed now (´Д` )

I've been gone for two months now....and this time I have no acceptable excuse.
There was school, Spanish, SAT/TOFEL and I recently started Dance....so my weekends are completely booked :)
I apologise for being gone so long though, I kept on meaning to update but never seemed to have the time since I have after school classes as well :(
Consider this a restart post...from now on (including later today) I'll be back to posting about my boring and plain life....On second thought...why do people even read this I wonder
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Oh wait...no one does *Forever Alone T.T*

Update just in case people are reading....

Kill. Me. Now

I am a zombie~ that is the only possible explain action I can offer for being this out of it.

The only other one being school+SAT+Spanish is a combination that is meant to make you feel like your soul left your body.

Many things have happened in the past week that I've gone MIA. Which I shall update you with probably this week. So each post will have last week & this week.

So I'm starting of with a neutral day-Sunday, July 1st. That was a ginormously (not a word :P) important day. It was the day Super Junior released their 6th album.

Remember how I told you how I'm basically addicted to k-pop? well, this is my MOST loved band.

Brief Intro:
Super Junior (SuJu or SJ) originally debuted in September 2005 as a 12 member group named SuJu05. In 2006, a 13th member was added and the '05' was dropped from the name. The hit that got them their current fame is Sorry Sorry- 3rd album- in 2009. However, that's when things went wrong. 1 member went to join the army service after being caught in a bar fight, another tool an indefinite hiatus for his acting career and the third filed a lawsuit against the agency (not going into detail). Now they work as a 12 (2 chinese members) group.

Their 6th album came out and I was brain dead for the rest of the day x.x the songs were AMAZING (that's an understatement) and adorably sweet. Even if you don't like K-pop, you MUST SEARCH the lyrics for their song From U- it's so sweet *spazzes*

I will sign of now since I think I've bored y'all enough ^^

Rain...rain

Sunday's don't like me 😢 I got caught in the rain today (24/06/12) in the place near my SAT prep classes...without an umbrella!!!!! So friggen frustrated *pout* why is the weather so mean???

Ottoke?? It seems to hate me *pout* Pabo weather!!!!



P.S: I posted this on 24/6/12 but it got saved in drafts (FML)

Life -.-"

Have you ever worked really hard on a project...thought up of many ideas and written down/designed over half of them and taken the teachers help as little as possible-and then when it's time to start on the final....have almost none of of yours and all of the teachers ideas chosen????

Honestly, that hasn't happened to me but it happened to a friend of mine. I saw and (occasionally) helped out a friend come up with multiple designs for her Art project and saw how she rarely called the teacher yet yesterday when it came time to choose the final project, the teacher selected all the work she did and none of my friends hard work made it through. Naturally she was frustrated.

With all the effort she had put it into it...none of it would be seen in the final. Quel dommage T.T!

On a plus side...the band that I follow is having an album release 1st July and are now releasing teaser photos (me= x.x) so have an awesome day (since I know I won't

My stuffed bunny says hi (^.^)/


P.S I posted this at 7:12 am this morning ( Friday the 22nd)

Um..hi?

I AM SO TIRED!!!!! Adults decided to torture kids which is why schools were created gah!!! So tired =.=

So sorry for randomness school is draining me. I'll update better tomorrow when (hopefully) ill be more awake ô.ô promise (me thinks)

The sun, my parents and my alarm are all jealous of my relationship with my bed...and now schoolwork has joined the party of green-eyed people/monsters

Oh and picture is of no relation to the post (I think -.-")

I WISH YOU ALL GOODNIGHT!!! (drops into bed and is asleep when head hits the pillow)

Race against the clock

I have exactly 4 minutes to type today up do here goes:

First woke up -it was wayyy to early for a Saturday so I went back to bed

Woke up a 2nd time
Realised I was late, hurried and got ready ate some breakfast and then got into the car went to my SAT prep class

Sat in SAT prep class for two hours and learned maths *yawn*

Came home had lunch and then slept, read, watched k-pop videos and listens to SuJu music (they are my all time favourites)

Went to a wedding reception knew very little people there and was the poster child or boredom for the first half.

Then people I knew came/became free so I was no longer bored and had a blast...to the point that I am now dead beat ^^


Last but not least...it is 12:00 here so...


HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!!!!!

Word Vomit

Something of semi-interest since I haven't updated since Monday (I was too drowsy to make sense anyway)

Q1.What do you do when your 'friends' are being an arse (sounds much better than ass)?

Answer: you simply pretend they don't exist and feign exhaustion or that you have music blasting in your ears.

Honestly, I'm do tired this week that I've been going to sleep around 7-8 everyday and then waking up at random times through out the night. Not fun at all!!!

Right about now, my life seems really boring *sigh* what to do?

I'd spice it up, but I think I've had enough excitement for the week with the accident and all :(

There is something coming up this weekend however, a wedding reception and a "friend's" birthday party....wonder which I will attend?

Until then, I have school to attend with basketball today as well as a movie (watching it in school makes it so much more fun) so until tonight...

Sayonara And listen to lots of music!!!!

...Again...

I disappeared...again -.-"

Be glad only for a day this time :P but I have a reason better than the one for the 2 months...that has nothing to do with being busy.

I was banged up in an.....

Accident there I said/typed it. I was on my way home from classes no stops everywhere (oh what a good girl am I) when the auto-rickshaw I was going in topples and takes me with it. I'm not fractured or anything but I'm bruised an scratched up. And kinda drifting in and out yesterday.

And today (11th June) was compete bed-rest so I couldn't do much. I got yelled at for typing this even now.

Short sweet and simple is all I've got time for. Enjoy the night/day :) I'm about to sleep ^^

Sleep

I didn't update yesterday...sorry >< but I have a really REALLY good reason. I fell asleep. I know what you people are thinking, 'how can falling asleep make her not update?' The response is simple. Yesterday, I fell asleep around 7 o'clock in the evening and didn't wake up until now (3:04). So you're going to have to excuse me for my lack of update.

On a brighter note, anyone play in the rain that hit two days ago? It was raining so nicely ^.^ which makes me wonder...what is nice rain???

I've heard people say that rain is really nice when they are inside a building, but the same rain becomes horrible when they have to step outside as well. So what qualifies as nice rain?

And on an even weirder note....I'm hungry, and craving for chocolate. Sadly, there isn't chocolate at home :( maybe I should go and buy...but then again who would have shops open now? So sad, so true. <---Line from Tom&Jerry the movie ^^

I'm going to stop typing now...I seem to be getting weirder as I type so saving your from the randomness (I am a superhero TADA *fanfare*)

Giajtwuuzlyx (translated= I need sleep (I think))

Buenos Noches/ Buenos Dias ^^

Z.Z

Random thought.....

I don't think I've ever mentioned this before...but music is a huge part of my life. Music, to me shows not only how you feel inside but it's also a really good way to relieve stress. The same way some people like walking...or dancing...or painting, I listen-and occasionally sing along- to the music on my phone.

Now, the music on my phone is...uncommon and best and outlandish at worst. Simple reason being that I don't listen to a lot of English music...I like Korean, Japanese and Chinese (preferred in that order).

This makes me weird to most of my class/school mates and an oddball to my parents (I would say family, but I manages to convert my little sister and a couple cousins into fans). However, I occasionally find a nice person, willing to listen to me ramble on. Even more rarely, I find people who like the music.

The meeting from the other post is about this group itself who like k-music/dramas and whatnots^^.

The main point of this post ( lost somewhere between paragraph 1 and now), was to warn you about the way I type/talk. My speech often has other languages peppered into it. Sometimes( most often) Korean, at times Japanese or Spanish. Even French might be present.

So if ever, a word seems unclear or weird, post a comment and I'll tell you the meaning ^^

On a completely different note, did anyone catch the traveling Venus yesterday? It was beautiful but no pictures sadly 😢

Thanks~ and Buenos Noches :) the stars and the moon look amazing 🌟 🌙

People never seen

Have you ever met people for the first time and then left an hour or two later feeling like you've known each other your whole life?

I experienced that feeling in May, when my vacation was going on. The only difference being I had talked to some of the people online through FaceBook.

The group I'm in is for people who like Korean music (which I am a fan off) and meet once or twice a month at different places. This time the meet was far away from my place and I had to hitch a ride to get there, but I attended it.

When I reached the place, I was apprehensive. I mean, sure I talked to to them occasionally online but a face-to-face meeting is different. However, when I did find them at the food court of the mall, I realised the feeling was completely irrational.

It was as though the group of us picked up where our online conversations dropped off. We talked, teased, laughed and had fun as thigh we'd known each other ages and not minutes.

And the best part of it was, they asked me about things other than the music and honestly, that's the first time since the move that I've felt completely at ease.

Sure, I have friends at school (no matter how limited in number) but at school, my guard is constantly up. Who knows what my classmates and a couple other close-minded people there are planning for me?

So feeling safe and happy, for the first time since my move in 2009 (with people outside my family) is something I really loved ^^. And the best part, from now on the meetings are at a closer place and more frequently. I'm glad since that's the only place I'll get to meet my new friends^^.

Ciao for now ☺💋

Weekend: What to do?

The whole week, you anticipate the weekend...you dread Mondays, feel upset about tuesdays, feel chipper on Wednesday, almost there on Thursday, TGIF it's Friday....but honestly, what's the big rush?

No school? Giant perk...but when you have no fun plans, then the weekend can be just as boring. So people plan stuff, invite friends the whole enchilada.

So a girl in my class did too. She'd recently moved and therefore invited the whole class for a lunch at her new house and a movie. Most of the class said 'yes' and so , I did too. It was Friday and I was coming back home-anticipating the weekend...and my warm n cozy bed- when a girl from my class (lives in the same building) tells me that the Sunday plans been cancelled. I was upset but whatever...went home told my parents and they filled up my weekend with things like Family movies and what not (still fun but you know)

So weekend passes by with a PTM- nothing to say other than Thank you teachers for the awesome comments ^^b. I go back to school on monday wondering what's going to happen since they tweaked the school timings, and what do you think my class is talking about? The Sunday lunch and movie!!!! Apparently it did happen and some of the boys on class were wondering why I didn't show up!

Petty fights are fine and girls do have fights. But seriously, in a class of 12, holding grudges and ostracising is kind of weird especially because it can ruin the person it's happening to. Unfortunately for my class, I am me...and I don't think I'm going to break that easy ^^

Good luck trying my darling classmates^^ and Buenos Tardes to all of you ^^

Catching up

Like I'd last updated....I missed basically two months of blogging...for a very good reason promise ^^

Reason 1- school
It started in Feb and school enjoys killing me...I had soo much to do that I didn't even think of using my net until the end of April...but my tests started on the last week of April and therefore, the fact I had time didn't help much :/

Reason 2- vacation
My vacation started after the papers (I hear church bells and a heavenly choir ^+^). Unfortunately, as soon as my vacation started I was on a flight or my Grandma's birthday which was...coincidentally that weekend. I came back on Tuesday, took a deep breath, opened my laptop....AND THERE WASN'T ANY INTERNET!!!!! I typed up a couple one-shots and some parts of my longer stories for my website...but no use couldn't post shit ;(
So instead of wasting my time staring at my computer screen, I decide to head out and re-paint my room a DIY ^^ so I did exactly that. I painted a mural on my wall and went out met new people....talked to others and met a couple people I hadn't met but talked to a lot over the net.

Reason 3- school re-opened
School started (our vacation was exactly 20 days) and our teachers started to bring out the heavy artillery..homework and work load increased and as if that's not bad enough, I had to ditch on Wednesday, thursday and Friday to attend a celebration in my grandfather's place . So more school is missed, I come back and am basically slogging T.T

But daily updates from now on ^^ I'll tell you about a weekend fiasco but not now because once again, it is late and my parents are gonna be in to check on me any minute so I bid you adieu for now ^^

Buenos Noches~

Fail Whale

1st things 1st...my title is a phrase coined by a friend of mine...she uses it whenever theres a major fail on her part^^. Now the reason for this being my title is that I haven't updated since....ok umm April 4th. In 50 minutes it'll be 2 months 0.0 I'll tell you everything that's happened in that gigantic time amount but unfortunately, I have to sign out now T.T it's getting late, there's school and a getting-angrier-by-the-minute mom whined me so....

Bueno Noches
Sleep well ^^

P.S this is a rant
P.P.S the pic is a fail whale+ a goodnight one ^^

A typical school day

 When we think politics, normally presidents, elections and campaigns come into mind. However, when people tell me politics, the first thought to come into my mind is gossipping teachers, vicious rumours and backstabbing 'best friends'. Now I'm not saying that this is the case with all people...it just happens to be the case in the school that I go to.

Lecture 1:- Backstabbing Best Friends
 There was a time when things were normal and best friends meant you stuck by the other person no matter what. But as 2-3 years passed, I noticed that the people who had called themselves best friends when I first met them , were bitching about each other any chance they got. One is absent and immediately they start..."Can you believe it! She prefers them over us! How can she do that when we've known her longer???" WHAT if "she" has decided to branch out...DOES IT MATTER????? If "she" has decided to branch out, LET HER! It's normal to have more than one group of friends! Is it just me or does it bother others when they are friends for a long time but enemies the moment one is absent for a day at school?

Lecture 2:- Gossipping Teachers
"Teacher's are there to enlighten you and prepare you for your life ahead." If this is all a teacher is supposed to do...then why does it matter if a girl and a guy were seen together? Or if a group of girls bonded better with each other than the rest of the class. Why would-or rather should- it matter to them if one girl has a wild imagination provided she's paying attention in class. I overheard a discussion today between two teachers about how the kids in their class have horrid personalities and how it was all because of one kid who came from USA. But the thing is, the transfer student was a bright student and quite lovable. So why was he being blamed for others' problems?? Why do teachers gossip about students and then....other teachers...why are they such busy bodies??

Lecture 3:- Rumours and Different people
Why do rumours exist? Sure humans are naturally curious but why do they honestly exist? Some people feed on the rumours and others die socially because of them. And most rumours occur because you are different. YOU don't look like other or act like them....or maybe like the same stuff as them. I know it's happened to me before. I don't listen to the same music as most of my school's population, I definitely don't think like them and unlike them, trying vodka shots and cigarette's don't appeal to me. Because of this, I'm weird, unnatural and ignored. No one-save maybe 4-5 people-has tried to befriend me in the past 3 years I've been here.

All of this...backstabbing, rumors and gossiping happens in one day between 10 lectures and hardly any studies. This kinda makes me wish I went to a school were studies were given priority.

 Ciao for now~

Welcome

Hi! I should probably clear somethings first:
1. I am a teenager prone to rants and epic randomness so if one post doesn't click with the next, don't be surprised.
2. I'm not as depressing as my About Me sounds. I can have fun and I love to talk with people. It just seems that I'm stuck in a particularly tough place.

Alright! Cleared everything I thought You might be surprised to find. I'll mostly be posting here once a day maybe once a week if my school catches up to me. My posts can be anything from rants to random thoughts that have been bothering me so don't be surprised if one entry only has 1-3 lines. It just means my brain was most likely fried that day and with a heavy 11th grade syllabus (Economics should be buried 6 feet under and never resurrected), my brain is fried half the time. Enjoy reading the day-to-day life of an aspiring writer who's a little lost and confused.

~Buenos Noches for the time being.